

Future JournalAugust 19th 2010 (THU) Well as per the order of the good Doctor Typical-Germanic-Name-Of-Which-I-Have-No-Hope-Of-Pronouncing-Nor-Spelling I have started a daily journal to give my honest opinion on the experiment for the research department to rip apart after it is all said and done. It is a good thing I have been paid really well for this jaunt of science, I have never been fond of journal entries and I find that this exercise is no exception. At any rate, as pertaining to the confines of what the doctor prescribed by life is dull and completely devoid of outside stimuli. Spending most of my daysFuture Journal


Death of a MuseToday I found my muse was dead, destroyed by cynicism and hate - by you. You killed her, stepping into my mind to find her andDeath of a Muse
dragged her out ignoring her screams and thrust your fist into her chest. You held her still throbbing heart in your hand and crushed her life beneath
your foot. Now here I sit alone for you have abandoned me too. I picked up a pen, an attempt to express my pain; but nothing
came, for nothing comes from nothing. It was the ultimate revenge: you took my muse away and left me, a shriveled shell: dead inside.


Eternal LoveLips of sin,Eternal Love
Beckon again.
Tempting eyes,
Prominent lies.
The Devil calls,
An angel falls.
For broken wings that sting
Heaven cannot always bring,
The sweet nectar of
Eternal love.
For those who lust,
There is no trust.
Some desire.
Some acquire.
Filled with jealousy so green,
All the heart can pour is mean.
The storm never parts
For those with broken hearts,
Unless you taste the nectar of
Eternal lo


Double Edged BladeWhat is love but the hearts own sight the pushing of good and everything right it gives the world hope to arise from ashes in the flames of hate but sometimes crashes it is the only thing that can save us but even though it always does hurt us and cause as much pain and suffering as its opposite, evil, one of Satan's it being love is supposed to be everything yet even if we believe in it we get nothing because still only a few in this realm believe in its power to overwhelm and because of others doubts i have lost its meaning and its whereabouts life used to bDouble Edged Blade


InsanityWild eyes spread like wild fire, across the darkened room. Oh let me out, oh let me out, please do let me go. So once again I may be free to play, in the pouring rain.Insanity
As we sit and cry insane, the clock still loudly ticks. Oh let me out, oh let me out, please do let me go. So once again I may be free to run, in the fields all day.
Slowly, slowly the walls close in, and smother aura around us. Oh let me out, oh let me out, please do let me go. So once again I may be free to jump, into the cooling water.
Lowly, loudl


A Personal Concept of LoveYou once told me that you would die for the one you loved, and I laughed at your sentiment. The look on your face was priceless; a combination of hurt, betrayal and skepticism. You never understood why I would laugh at a statement that you and many see as arguable the sincerest offer one could make based on an emotion.A Personal Concept of Love
What I never told you was why. Why would I laugh at such a sentiment, is pure and simple: it is arguably the single most redundant thing an individual can say. The promise the statement offers is both useless, and ultimately doomed to failure.
Understand this


Script - A Suicide ShortFADE IN:Script - A Suicide Short
BEDROOM DUSK
Protagonist sits at the edge of his bed with a pistol pressed against his temple.
Protagonist (shudders slightly)
Well this is it… in a moment it will all be over…
Protagonist (slowly pulls the trigger. A slight “clunk” sounds)
Imagination (steps into Protagonist’s line of sight, eating from a bag of chips)
Imagination (rubbing salt from his fingertips)
You forgot the safety. You will find it rather impossible to fire a round with it still engaged.
Protagonist (lowers pistol to his waist)
Random Quote V - Grief
The Kiss
Random Quote IV - Epic
Killer Coloured
Marcus - Colour
Random Quote III - Insanity
Random Quote II - Judgement
Spirit Tree
Heritage
Mountainscape
Age and Youth
Humble Beginnings
Canadian Autumn